Saturday, August 8, 2009


A chance remark set my mind into a spin. It got me thinking and now I am stuck. I am looking back into my life. Suddenly all of these questions came rushing into my head. What have I done? Why did I do the things that I did? What was my motivations and intentions at the time? Was it noble or was it plain greed? I suppose I had succumb to temptations. I gave in when I should have resisted. I had been unfaithful to my principles. I had taken a short cut. I had lost my self respect. And that is why I am depressed.